root of the root

this is going to be the quintessential new year's blog post. i'm sorry to do it to you. kind of.

2011 was good. definitely good.

Spring

Spring of 2011 was an awesome semester. It was the first time in years I had been single for an extended period of time. I didn't have to worry about anyone or anything except me. Selfish, maybe. Refreshing, definitely. I was crazy with schoolwork, and I loved it. I felt so free to do whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted. I realized that you should feel like that even with  a boy in your life, or maybe even better.

This was also the semester that Megan Hall became my best friend. It's a long story, but it wasn't until our second semester living together that we realized we were in love. You would never tell, you would think we were friends since birth, because we act so stupid around each other. But seriously, I've never had a friend who gets me like that girl.

It was also the semester of David James. I think we first talked via Megan Hall's Skype. He is the perfect 'nice guy.' He's going to kill me for writing that. (What a contradiction!) It's lovely to know that people like him inhabit the world. 

Finally, it was the semester of Rebecca Wojtaszek. I'm so glad there is someone as quirky (and IBSy) as me in Cogswell. She's so strong. In her beliefs, in her friendships, and in her work. Really and truly, one of the most amazing people I've ever met.

Lastly, it was the semester that my cymbal ladies graduated. How daunting.

1. I have to do college without them.

2. I have to do bayund without them.

3. They're going on to do life. 

I mean, no matter what, Kerry and Sarah make my life easier. They always set the path one year before me, kind of giving me hope. Kerry and Sarah did it. I can do it too. That sort of thing.

Summer

This summer was the greatest learning experience I've ever had. My DC internship blog is one of my greatest accomplishments (in my opinion).

http://hideyourbadge.blogspot.com/

Fall

This fall, was also one of my greatest accomplishments. Just the sheer fact that I made it through. The volume of work I did was incredible, in addition to living with dudes, not being able to eat anything, and holding down a job. 

That being said, it was one of the best semesters ever. 

I got to know Cam & Sarah so well. I really needed them this semester, and do not know how I would have fared without them. For life.

I had a kickass drumline. Rookies '11 = Rookies '08. Grace will lead you home.

There were a ton of leadership lessons. Apparently I'm intimidating? 

I produced the Gen/Choral Assembly. Which no one, unless you've done it, really understands. Especially my parents. I try to explain it, but they just don't get it. I also sang in front of people. Which was absolutely, 100-percent, totally and completely petrifying.

Winter

This winter began the winter of trips that we, as a group of friends, will go on every year (hopefully.)

We went to Orlando. And I fell in love with these people all over again every day.

Kerry, Megan, Sarah, my new friend (Shane), Bean, & Cameron.

They each teach me new things all the time. It's really incredible. 

My new year's resolution is to be...

...as dedicated as Megan.

...as honorable as David.

...as strong as Rebecca.

...as thoughtful as Cameron.

...as caring as Sarah Shreve.

...as loyal as Kerry.

...as faithful as Sarah.

...as brave as Shane.

...as good a teacher as Bean.

i carry your heart with me

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)


-ee cummings




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